Losing You

(album: I Could Not Plan This - 2017)

[Witt Lowry:]
Another night, I can barely sleep
I pray to God my soul to keep
If I should die before I wake
I pray to God my soul to take
I pray to God, I'll be over-great
Not another wack rapper that they overrate
Y'all spoiled like the South in the Florida State
I'm always overworked and never overpaid
But I prayed for it, yeah
And when they told me that I couldn't, man, I had to find a way for it, yeah
Serve a table everyday, had to find a way to pay for it, damn
And when I started going numb is when I realized I was made for it, yeah
So it's "fuck all my feelings," I feel like the villain, feel like I overstepped boundaries
Feel like you're better without me
Feel like I'm drowning, feel like I never had found me
I don't want no one around me
I don't think nobody knows how it feels
When there's so many people, yet no one to listen
I try to do good with the talent I'm given
I try to see clear, yet attention's been blocking my vision
Surrounded by fake
And, honestly lately, debate how much more I can take
A couple more shots to the face
I often don't drink, so I'm searching for something to chase
She's putting my hands on her waist
Her tongue's in my mouth and I wonder what pain she can taste
I'm taking caffeine when I wake
And tired of taking the pill with PM just to sleep when it's late, I don't

[MAX:]
I don't know what to believe in
Did it all for the wrong reasons
And now I'm picking up the pieces
Of that person I once knew
I've been losing you, you
You, you
You, you
I've been losing you

[Witt Lowry:]
I guess I've lost me for a while, well
Welcome back
Lately I forgot how a smile felt, now
Picture that
Thought that I could buy happy, maybe buy a new car in all black
Put the whole entire team on the map
Everything I have now, had to work for all that
But, to see my dad again, I would give it all back
They just want me to rap, I feel like I slaved to this shit
I know that I prayed for this shit
But if I have one more fake convo with one more fake person
I might just go ape in this shit
Remembering back, we had no place to living
You spent my rent money on clothes that you're wearing
Confusing your Instagram followers for people who care
And you'll never find happy when stuck in comparing
I know, I miss the feeling of feeling feelings
Now every song I write I been dripping and oozing real, and
I try to tell my story, yeah, feeling is less appealing
'Em rappers that like to mumble and already hit the ceiling, so fuck
Didn't fuck with me way back then, now it's "Hey, what's up?", yeah
Is it weird that I still feel stuck?
Think it's funny when I spill my guts 'cause I feel?
Feeling like I need to stop playing, he's real
I spent last week in bed and the weekend was drunk
'Cause I honestly just couldn't deal
It's been seven days now without you, that makes one week
You turn into someone else after just one drink
Wonder if I'm on your mind when you think
And, honestly, I tried to help you find you—and instead lost me, now I don't

[MAX:]
I don't know what to believe in
Did it all for the wrong reasons
And now I'm picking up the pieces
Of that person I once knew
I've been losing you, you
You, you
You, you
I've been losing you