Eye To Eye

(album: Gold Mouf - 2021)

Yeah
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
Yeah, it's recording?
Yeah

I hate on no more 'bout who looking down on me
Who proud of me?
That reassurance would be nice to know I'm killing things
Been going through the motions, 'cause lately I ain't been feeling things
Been to myself more, the music always healing things
I watch close friends react to me in situations
And niggas act like they ain't got the patience, whack
Now I wonder who really got my back
Niggas don't even check to see where I'm at
I really hate this rap shit some times
'Cause true friends are really hard to find
On a scale of one to ten, anxiety be on nine
Sorry but not sorry, I just really need some time
Some times I make plans and don't show up 'cause I be tired
Then you make assumptions but that's not the reason why
My communication sucks, but you know that I try
You just want "Good morning" text, but I'm just not that guy
Sorry I'm so dry, so much on my mind, had to wipe my eye

But I ain't wanna cry
Lift these weights up off my shoulders I can fucking fly
Or maybe touch the sky
'Cause even if I fell, at least I know I try
At least I know I try
If real recognize real, see me eye to eye
See me eye to eye, if real recognize real

Niggas see I'm competition and get to acting different
You should've prayed on my fall, but instead you wished it
A magic is not existence, so even if I'm slipping, I'll never fall
My depression was short living and now I'm standing tall
You know you fully heal when you can laugh at all of your past problems
And when you forgive your ex for secretly ass popping
And deep down in chest wish your enemies the best
And realize that was part of the story, not your quest
Tryna meditate more and start drinking less
But if I'm drinking more (More), then I'm thinking less (Less)
And when I'm overthinking (Thinkin'), it keep me stressed
But if I'm never drinking (Drinkin'), then I'm cheating less (Less)
And I'm tryna be more than I was
More of a guy good, more of them good vibes
Gotta be much more than just a hood guy
And if I could fly, I'd go thirty-thousand feet up
Even if I drop knowing I would die, I'd still climb (Still climb)
'Cause how could I climb if I never tried? (Never tried)
How can I die without living life? (Living life)
And to this day I know how to waste the time
The days I should've put my pride aside is when I should've cried

But I ain't wanna cry
Lift these weights up off my shoulders I can fucking fly
Or maybe touch the sky
'Cause even if I fell, at least I know I try
At least I know I try
If real recognize real, see me eye to eye
See me eye to eye, if real recognize real

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Before you flex, get respect and reflect

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