Sad Fuck

I'm a sad fuck
Self sabotage and I mess things up
Always in my feelings and my head too much, yeah
But I don't always wanna be a sad fuck
Looking for excuses to not show up
Always feeling like I'm never good enough, yeah
I don't always wanna be a sad fuck

Yeah
I have bad nights, but I'm not a bad guy (Duh)
Billie Eilish, I'ma make your mama sad type
And I've been doing well, but I get overwhelmed
As soon as I compare myself to everybody else
Why's it always when I close my eyes?
Overthinking and I don't know why
I'm not saying that I hate my life
I just wish that I was happy sometimes, 'cause

I'm a sad fuck
Self sabotage and I mess things up
Always in my feelings and my head too much, yeah
But I don't always wanna be a sad fuck
Looking for excuses to not show up
Always feeling like I'm never good enough, yeah
I don't always wanna be a sad fuck

Yeah, yeah
Always say I'm gonna change
I never do, everything is overdue
Running like everyday
Overthinking every move (Hey!)
"What you sad for, who you feeling bad for?"
"Why you so upset when you got everything you ask for?"
Ain't it funny how they think I'm fine?
Just 'cause I got everything they see online
Now, I'm not saying that I hate my life
(I just wish that I was happy sometimes, 'cause)

I'm a sad fuck
Self sabotage and I mess things up
Always in my feelings and my head too much, yeah
But I don't always wanna be a sad fuck
Looking for excuses to not show up
Always feeling like I'm never good enough, yeah
I don't always wanna be a sad fuck
Self sabotage and I mess things up
Always in my feelings and my head too much, yeah
But I don't always wanna be a sad fuck
Looking for excuses to not show up
Always feeling like I'm never good enough, yeah
I don't always wanna be a sad fuck