Favorite What If

(album: One Eighty - 2021)

Standing knee deep in the water
Feel the waves roll off my skin
Doesn't feel like the same ocean
That we once were swimming in
Drunk nights and play fights
That you'd always let me win
Now you're gone and I've been losing it

Wouldn't call it love, but
The way you looked at me was
Like you never danced in summer rain
We'd talk through the late hours
And search for a way out
I'm here but I guess you found a way

When you packed your bags in August
Didn't know it'd be for good
And I wish I told you everything
I told myself I would
You left a mark on my heart
But never on my lips
And now you're just my favorite what if
And now you're just my favorite what if

Hid the cigarettes under the sand
To hide the evidence
When your mom found us a few beers in
We laughed but she was pissed
Coffee shops and late-night stops
And I miss every bit
Now you're gone and I've been losing it

Wouldn't call it love, but
The way you looked at me was
Like you never danced in summer rain
We'd talk through the late hours
And search for a way out
I'm here but I guess you found a way

When you packed your bags in August
Didn't know it'd be for good
And I wish I told you everything
I told myself I would
You left a mark on my heart
But never on my lips
And now you're just my favorite what if
And now you're just my favorite what if

Now you're my favorite what if
Now you're my favorite what if
You left a mark on my heart but never on my lips
And now you're just my favorite what if