Half Empty

(album: Innerstanding - 2015)

It's 5 am, curtains are closed
No light in there, only my hope
My trust to my people is gone
My glass is half empty, I know
And this alcohol's burning my throat
I wanna be left here alone
Why don't I turn off my phone
Don't feel the same when they call
Don't know it's truth when they talk
I can't do this anymore

I don't wanna be the one wasting all your timing
In love with these middle aged men and these diamonds
And my remedy is this Hennessey and this high-grade
Turned 23 but still don't know how to be childish
And I'm riding round in the backseat of this hybrid
And I'm finding out that my best friend wants my life end
I don't wanna hear, my mother's on the phone crying
So I tell her that I'm still ok but I'm lying, ok but I'm lying

It's 5 am, curtains are closed
No light 'cause I'm cold to my bone
My love for these people was wrong, so wrong
This bong juice is empty, I know
The only thing helping me calm
Don't wanna be left here no more
And why did I answer my door?
Should keep a chain on the lock
Friends seem to change when they want (Ooh)

I don't wanna be the one wasting all your timing
In love with these middle aged men and these diamonds
And my remedy is this Hennessey and this high-grade
Turned 23 but still don't know how to be childish
And I'm riding round in the backseat of this hybrid
And I'm finding out that my best friend wants my life end
I don't wanna hear, my mother's on the phone crying
So I tell her that I'm still ok but I'm lying, ok but I'm lying

I just keep on running but I don't want all this to be burning
That's only [?] so certain of what I want
I don't need no person to tell me what used to feel so worthless
But now I don't, now I don't

I don't wanna be the one wasting all your timing
In love with these middle aged men and these diamonds
And my remedy is this Hennessey and this high-grade
Turned 23 but still don't know how to be childish
And I'm riding round in the backseat of this hybrid
And I'm finding out that my best friend wants my life end
I don't wanna hear, my mother's on the phone crying
So I tell her that I'm still ok but I'm lying, ok but I'm lying