I DIE 1000x

(album: I WENT TO HELL AND BACK - 2022)

Every day I die
A thousand times
There's nowhere left to hide
Inside my mind

Breathe in, bleed out
These thoughts are so loud
Last page, way out
Right here and right now

'Cause all I am is who I hurt
And how I beg you in return
For a second chance I don't deserve
No, I'm nothing

Every day I die
A thousand times
There's nowhere left to hide
Inside my mind
Just bury me alive
So I can fly
Yeah what's another night
When every day I die
A thousand times?

Woke up, fell down
Your hand was held out
But I can tell that
You don't want to help out
Telling myself
Now mind over meltdown

Just fucking tell me what I want to hear
That you don't even really want me here
That I've been holding on
When all along all you'd be is better off without me here

Every day I die
A thousand times
There's nowhere left to hide
Inside my mind
Just bury me alive
So I can fly
Yeah what's another night
When every day I die
A thousand times?

(A thousand times)
(A thousand times)
(A thousand times)
(Breathe in, bleed out)
(Cause these thoughts are so loud)

Every day I die
A thousand times
There's nowhere left to hide
Inside my mind
Just bury me alive
So I can fly
Yeah what's another night
When every day I die
(Breathe in, bleed out)
Every day I die
(Breathe in, bleed out)
Bury me alive where I can fly
Yeah what's another night
When every day I die
A thousand times?