Glued

(album: After School - 2020)

I'm glued to the thoughts in my mind (Mind)
They pester, like a hawk in the sky
I am glued to the love in you (In you)
It shallows me whole, your heart to let go of
That's not what I wanna do (No, no)
Perfectly attached like a noodle in a soup (Huh)
You're good with the XYZ, (YZ)
I'm good with the ABC
And DEFG, HIJK, baby
We all have our strong suits built differently
Different experience, different needs
I know we can't die at the same time but please

I don't wanna think about the morbid parts of life no more
I'm trying just to focus on the things that hold me so damn close
I'm sticky, sticky stuck and solidly sealed up to this reality
I'm seeing not what I wish, to be achieving the old idea of me is

Glued up, sometimes it's too much
I'm fucked up and clueless (clueless)
Stuck in the vortex, stuck in the vortex
Glueless, life would be boring
Empty but no hurting (Hurting)
Is it necessary, detachment is scary

When my pretty feet start to sway (Sway)
You better turn around the other way (Walk away)
When the doubt starts creeping in (Oh no)
It's hard to let go of old instinctual patterns that I picked up from my environment since a baby
Cut the negative self-talk and, cut out my procrastination
Being sticky, stuck, glue those old habits shut
Paste me to a new way of being something to breathe new life in me again

Glued up, sometimes it's too much
I'm fucked up and clueless (clueless)
Stuck in the vortex, stuck in the vortex (I am clueless)
Glueless, life would be boring
Empty but no hurting (Hurting, no hurting)
Is it necessary, detachment is scary
Glued up, sometimes it's too much
I'm fucked up and clueless
Clueless
Glueless, life would be boring
Empty but no hurting
Hurting oh, oh
Glued up, sometimes it's too much
I'm fucked up and clueless
Glueless, life would be boring
Empty but no hurting
Is it necessary, detachment is scary