Live This

(album: Trust Your Gut - 2017)

My bank account full and my rent got paid, so I'mma be okay
Used to have to borrow money to fill up that tank
I used to have bad days but it changed up, now we on the road...
I'm sorry, mama but I never make the honor road
Back then all this seemed impossible, I shot a share from the chief, feeling constable, bang
Then the weed got louder and the haters went quiet
They don't stand to our face, now these rappers stay silent
I been eating all these rappers, I've been on a strict diet
So I smoke away the pain now, I can't think much longer
All these rappers went soft and my music went hard and my dreams got stronger

I remember being broke, we ain't ever had a pot to piss in
We ain't ever had no hope, everyday I lost more interest
And I remember being poor...
We had to kick the door right off the hinges
We ain't gotta worry no more, turned a dream to reality
I swear we really live this

I remember staying up all night, staring at the ceiling
Dreaming about this rap life, it's all I ever needed
Lost it all for a minute, tho... tryna get it back again
Blowing trees is an antidote, always been my only friend

Look what you started, I'm cold and I'm heartless
Aiming at targets, hanging with partners, conditions and charges
I'm tired of losses, I'm drowning in vodka
So fuck all your gossip, you bitches are toxic, you making me nauseaous
Get of my back, you not holding me hostage
You can not stop this, I'm back on my bashes
Ghhhaaaa

I remember being broke, we ain't ever had a pot to piss in
We ain't ever had no hope, everyday I lost more interest
And I remember being poor...
We had to kick the door right off the hinges
We ain't gotta worry no more, turned a dream to reality
I swear we really live this

I'm just gon' stay high up here (High up here)
I can't control all your fears (All your fears)
All I can do is be me (I'mma be me)
So either you ride it or nor peace

I used to make no decisions on my own, I was stuck within this system
I was feeling like a clone, you can find me in a whip, I'm tryna feeling up a smoke
Yeah, they say that they can do it... but the difference, they don't
It feels good not giving a fuck, ya all not living like us, I bet you still on a bus
They tryna calling on me but now my middle finger is up
I roll a blunt up every morning and I'm filling my cup
Yeeahh

I live the life of a rock star
My mind's brighter than the lights on a cop car
Now I'm with the legends every night like I'm Narwhal
Everyday I'm on a new flight, let's get on board
Me and Evil, we been down from the junk
This is SDK, the whole was up, got a heater and the glovy with a pound in the trunk
If you fucking with us then you found in the slump

Got not time for that fake shit, I just can't take it
So love me or hate me, I'm losing my patience
I'm losing my patience, so love me or hate me
This life is what you make it...