Enemies

(album: Trust Your Gut - 2017)

Everybody trynna take what I have now
They were no where to be seen when it was man down
I used to hang on the corner with a bad crowd
Drinking 40's every morning 'till we pass out
Times like leafs in the fall with every single breath like I feel the withdrawals
And I just wanna see what's beneath all the fog
And maybe I could leave with a piece of it all, but..
Fuck that, I'mma throw it in liesen
And I've been in the eight years and the [?]
Trifle, I write through the night with the lights tinted
And I've been in the fight for my life, man, it's like prison
Staring at the clock while the time ticking
I'm making everybody's eyes on me so I'm drinking
So anxious, I can't turn the pages, I'm so mad that I'm actually painless
They thinking I'm doing alright in the spot light
The role model, I got everything they want, right
And I'm so fucked that I'm crossed-eyed
But they still keep asking where I lost sight?
Hmmm, man, I want that to 'em
Just out here doing what the fuck I choose
And it's wonderful, I'm not one of you
I got stuff to do, so yeah, fuck you too

They think I'm crazy 'cause I got some fallen tendencies
But maybe it's 'cause everybody's looking like my enemy
These cold sweats always tend to get the best of me
Maybe it's 'cause everybody's looking like my enemy
My enemy, yup, yup
My enemy
My enemy, yup, yup
My enemy
My enemy
My enemy
My enemy
Just let it breathe

[?] tattoo, mothafuckka
If I say this direct that you, mothafuckka
You can't ever do what I do, mothafuckka
In the stew drinking brew with a few, mothafuckkas
But that's beside the point, but some still missing until I find the void
I don't this shit for them, it's 'cause I enjoy it
Now all these records labels say they wanna sign the boy, nnooo
I do just fine by my lonely, three bottles down and it's five in the morning
'Cause that's when I feel like my life is a motion and I'mma keep smoking until I get exhausted
I don't wanna talk to no rappers, they act hard but they all got it backwards
They see me out and I got caught in the madness, these keyboard warrior do not got the password
I'm so high, I'm delusional, I'm think back on my past like who to known
And it take to a place where I used to go, where there was no stress and all we do is smoke, yup
And I don't wanna sound like a cry-baby but it must be the drugs but I'm faded
So fried that my eyes get dilated, I can't rap and this track was in sign language

They think I'm crazy 'cause I got some fallen tendencies
But maybe it's 'cause everybody's looking like my enemy
These cold sweats always tend to get the best of me
Maybe it's 'cause everybody's looking like my enemy
My enemy, yup, yup
My enemy
My enemy, yup, yup
My enemy
My enemy
My enemy
My enemy
Just let it breathe