Trust Issues

(album: Special Occasion - 2019)

You should probably do yourself a favor and just leave me alone
Cause I don't even like most people I know

I got these trust issues
Trust issues
I got these trust issues
Trust issues

Imma keep it real I'm doing me I had to swallow my pride
Cause I took a look around and seen they not on my side

I got these trust issues
(It's not my fault either, baby!)
Trust issues
I got these trust issues
Trust issues, yeah

Look I'm just being honest witchu
Those ain'tcha homies that shits artificial
They show you love when you leave the room
And then they start to diss you
These are the lessons that I have learned
And it gets hard to live through
Cause I'm a fully automatic you a starter pistol
I caught a glimpse of reality once I started poppin
And now I see the bigger picture but it's hard to watch it
They try to stop you by back stabbin for minor profits
The fuckin liars those guys are off and disguised as offence
I spot a ops behind closed doors now I'm the locksmith
I'm on a flight to the tropics smoking inside the cockpit
Bitch I'm a problem no math teacher could try to solve it
World on my shoulders I'm bench pressin entire continents
It's kinda funny how they act like I still owe em favors
Shit is motivation simply cause I'm going major
There's no debatin now I'm Canada's best
So I guess it's up to you where on the atlas is next
It's Big Merk

You should probably do yourself a favor and just leave me alone
Cause I don't even like most people I know

I got these trust issues
Trust issues
I got these trust issues
Trust issues

Imma keep it real I'm doing me I had to swallow my pride
Cause I took a look around and seen they not on my side

I got these trust issues
Trust issues
I got these trust issues
(I'm tryna tell em, man!)
Trust issues, yeah

They show you love but it's only cuz its a deeper meanin
The lines are blurry I need a reason to see between em
They can't grasp that I been the reason they even eating
My phone's ringing they need a feature they see my remix
Give me a break I need a moment to myself
Cuz every single time I need a hand there's noone there to help
So I resort to self destruction I don't know nothing else
All that hopelessness I felt was almost like im thrown in jail
But I quit the complaining I'm trying to give you the basics
Cuz they don't really give a fuck it's just a picture they painted
I try not to believe it like it's a different occasion
But it's simple and plain it though
They use your friendship to gain shit
But it's unfortunate the more they get the more they play the part
They always say this shits for real but I can see they fake at heart
But I can give a fuck less
Now I'm better off alone
I just kick my fucking feet up
I ain't gettin off the throne
It's Big Merk

You should probably do yourself a favor and just leave me alone
Cause I don't even like most people I know

I got these trust issues
Trust issues
I got these trust issues
Trust issues

Imma keep it real I'm doing me I had to swallow my pride
Cause I took a look around and seen they not on my side

I got these trust issues
Trust issues
I got these trust issues
Trust issues, yeah