Jocelyn Flores Remix

Caught in the attention, the darkest depression, lost in the essence caused by the tension
I tried to walk away but they blocking the exits
Is this all just a lesson? Prolly not, I put this gun to my head, let me call the shots
I'm all alone, pissed drunk, drinking wobbly pops, am I looking for attention? Hardly stop
But I don't know 'till I get some. Bacardi and Coke, that's redrum
Oh, you think I got it made, now, guess what? Look me in my face, motherfucker, I been fed up
But you thought I looked happy... Huh, holy fuck
Well, it's all your fault 'cause I guess you ain't ever looked close enough, but let's get off that, though
Please, let me explain, before you tell me I'm sane
Like there's nothing going on when there's something really wrong and you let it slip away
This isn't just a part time thing, this is every single day, this depression in my veins, so don't tell me it's okay, I'm going mental like a slave, and I can't ever get a say, and it's messing with my brain
They told me calm down, you need to breathe deeper
Cole, it's just anxiety, you're not gonna die, can I please teach 'ya?
See, what I got here is pills, Ativan and Xanax, and if you take one of each, you can hide all your problems, you can't stress
So I'm like... "word"
I think I heard of these, though
'Cause every single rapper I know just does it for fun when I need those
Every single night I'm in a cold sweat. Is it heart attack or stroke? I don't know yet
And then I'm overthinking every old text, and then I show up at the hospital, it's cold again
They don't even take me serious, I've been going crazy, period
It's like I'm in the state of delirium, and y'all can't even see it, and it makes me furious
But that's fine, though, y'all can keep your eyes closed
Then I'll consider taking those pills that you gave me all at once, on the ride home
The only reason that I won't, is for my girl and my family
And my fans that'll hear this shit and get goose bumps, they understand me
Yeah
It's anxiety

I've been going crazy and I've been feeling down
What the fuck is wrong with me? My time is running out
Everybody else just lives they life so care free
I blame it on the world, but now it might just be me

I said it might just be me
I've been going crazy and it might just be me
I've been feeling down and tho it might just be me
What the fuck is wrong with me? It might just be me

It might just be me
I take a look around and now it might just be me
It might just be me
I look around and now it might just be me

I've been going crazy and I've been feeling down
What the fuck is wrong with me? My time is running out
Everybody else just lives they life so care free
I blame it on the world, but now it might just be me

Yeah, it might just be me
I've been going crazy and it might just be me
I've been feeling down and now it might just be me
What the fuck is wrong with me? It might just be me

It might just be me
I take a look around and now it might just be me
It might just be me
It might just be me...