Goodbye

I can't do this any longer
My mind's all over the place
No I'm not getting stronger
Wish I could take my life and have eternal slumber
If I kill myself tonight do not text my number
You called but I wasn't there
Because I finally kicked my chair
Rope burn slowly takes my air
Cry out for help no ones there
I'm sorry I overshare
I know that nobody cares about me
Made that shit clear
But I guess that's life
It's not fair

Take my life, I can't stand it
I've been trying to heal my damage
Spill my blood, on a blank canvas
Pray we crash, this plane's not landing
Take my life, I can't stand it
I've been trying to heal my damage
Spill my blood, on a blank canvas
Pray we crash, this plane's not landing

Oversized hoodies been hiding my self harm
And if that can't hide it, then I'll go put bracelets on my arms
And I know it's not healthy, but hiding my pain is something that I'm used to
And these drugs are not helping, but I'm turning to them because I'm tryna get through
This nightmare of life for nineteen years
Things would be easy if I disappeared
Thought I would change but I can't switch the gear
Seasonal depression it's that time of year
And I pray that it flies by
And if that shit doesn't
Then I probably won't be alive
And if that's the case
Then it's goodbye
This is the final note
A suicide

Fuck this shit man