Losing Myself

(альбом: Mixtape - 2018)

I don't owe the world shit
I don't owe the world nothing
But I got love to give
For the real ones out listening'
I ain't got shit to say
Nah these fakes were two faced
Now they don't wanna play?
Oh well

Come at me real
I don't want the cover
I don't want "I'm fine"
When I know you've been shattered
I know you fuck up
And I know I'm no better
Can't rely on each other then
Why am I worth fighting for?
Why am I worth fighting for?

I'm slowly losing myself
Heart's gone back in the shell
I'm slowly losing myself again

Isolated mind keeps hiding
Better in my thoughts inside and
Loudmouth when I snap, I'm sorry
Why you gotta fucking test me?
Poke an eagle's nest
You'll get the claws just like the rest
"Oh man, we just wanted your best you"
If that's true then fuck you (damn)

People acting like my life's a game
I don't wanna play right now
People switching up just for the fame
I don't even care right now
I've been living on a different wave
I don't wanna risk come down
You can do you, I can do me
But you wanna come, come now

I've been living on a different wave, baby
I've been living on a different wave, baby

Isolated, my mind keeps hiding
Better in my thoughts inside and
Loudmouth when I snap, I'm sorry
Why you gotta fucking test me?

Oh, why you gotta fucking test me?
Ooh

Come at me real
I don't want the cover
I don't want "I'm fine"
When I know you've been shattered
I know you fuck up
And I know I'm no better
Can't rely on each other then
Why am I worth fighting for?
Why am I worth fighting for?

Feeling worthless in my head
Million things that I regret
My pillow like a gateway to a place I can forget
Seems like everyone's against me
Seems like nothing's ever free
Shouldn't even be
Been beaten down (been beaten down and lost)
So many raised me up
But it's hard to see them when you're
Clouded in the dark