Hear Me Crying

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"Hey Joe this is Chris. What's up with you man? I've been trying to reach you for awhile now. I've called everybody I could think of and no one knows where you're at. I know you've been going through alot lately, but dude you have alot of people who care about you, and this toxic life you've been living in there's no good outcome brother. Your truth and your girl need you. Don't sell yourself short. The sky's the limit for you man. Anyway hit me up when you get this. I need to hear from you. Let me know you're okay. Keep your head up and remember, God's got you. Peace"

Locked away in this
This cage of mine
This misery
It's in my mind
So afraid of this heart of mine
This emptyness it gets me every time
So I run away from this life of mine
These memories that eat me up inside
So I fade to black and I dim the lights and I call out to god can you hear me crying

Are you hearing me
Are you listening
Can you hear me crying

I fell in love with what I couldn't have
I gave my trust when I shouldn't have
I bit the dust once again
It never ends I get too attached
Just fairy tales and make believe
In a dark place trying to chase a dream
But it's hard to do when you're born to lose
I can feel the demons still chasing me
But patiently I became numb
Started to go back to what I came from
That simple life I was raised from
But I'm in too deep and I can't run
You win some and you lose some
You love some and you hate some
You can heal your heart or break some
But you dish it out
And you take some

Locked away in this
This cage of mine
This misery
It's in my mind
So afraid of this heart of mine
This emptyness it gets me every time
So I run away from this life of mine
These memories that eat me up inside
So I fade to black and I dim the lights and I call out to god can you hear me crying

Are you hearing me
Are you listening
Can you hear me crying

When the smoke clears I'm still standing
Broke in pieces from a crash landing
Alone and stranded but I'm not surprised
I kept it real and never compromised
I've been lost inside but I found reason
I've been left to die but I'm alive and breathing
I'm hanging on, I barely made it
Trying to find some sense, I can barely taste it
I've lived my life in some scary places
But my time has come and I'm very patient
I feel alive after what I've been faced with
Somehow survived in Hell's basement
Time wasted on bad decisions
I had a good vision but bad intentions
I was medicated with a bad addiction
Like a loaded gun from the ammunition

Locked away in this
This cage of mine
This misery
It's in my mind
So afraid of this heart of mine
This emptyness it gets me every time
So I run away from this life of mine
These memories that eats me up inside
So I fade to black and I dim the lights and I call out to god can you hear me crying

Are you hearing me
Are you listening
Can you hear me crying