Aluminum (Venmo Demos)

Naked, half-gone, I lay wide awake
I was skipping stones in some metaphorical lake

And I don't know where I went wrong this time
I can't seem to get you off my mind

I was crawling out some familiar dark place
I buried my head in my hands, just trying to save face

'Cause what once seemed like fun now kind of stings
I am just as confused as I've always been
I struck the match that burnt down everything
So I put up new walls [?]
And I hope you break in

'Cause loving me ain't easy if you cannot understand
Spent the last 26 years hating the person I am
I wanna lay it out there I'm all yours to [?]
Yeah I'm all yours, I really am
I won't try to understand

Yeah I'm all yours, I really am
I won't try to understand
Yeah I'm all yours, I really am
I won't try to understand