fallout

(альбом: Gathered By The Lantern - 2023)

Hey old friend
How has everything been?
Do you still have the memories from then?
Hey old friend

I hate that you listen to garbage
I can't even leave my apartment
Spent two nights in the darkness
Wanna live another year, but I know that's a bargain
Prepare for the harvest
These nights are the hardest
Take what you need then leave me in the garden
I'll build a hideout where no one can find me
Under the stars, but none of them shining

Never let it sit, never let it sink in
I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant
I don't wanna know, only thing I know now
I ain't falling in love to fall out
Never let it sit, never let it sink in
I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant
I don't wanna know, only thing I know now
I ain't falling in love to fall out

Met you for the first time at one of my shows
Didn't think much of that night we spoke
Now looking back, didn't miss one note
Found a new home when you wore my coat
Girl, you're the last I expected
Knife in my chest, tears on my cheeks
I won't go out for I don't bother
Said all I have, then cut off my tongue
Why is it hard to say "bye" to a monster?

How has everything been?
Do you still have the memories from then?
Hey old friend

I hate that you listen to garbage
I can't even leave my apartment
Spent two nights in the darkness
Wanna live another year, but I know that's a bargain
Prepare for the harvest
These nights are the hardest
Take what you need then leave me in the garden
I'll build a hideout where no one can find me
Under the stars, but none of them shining

Never let it sit, never let it sink in
I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant
I don't wanna know, only thing I know now
I ain't falling in love to fall out
Never let it sit, never let it sink in
I don't wanna think, I've been staying distant
I don't wanna know, only thing I know now
I ain't falling in love to fall out

Yeah, six pills, I don't know what I'm drinking
But I know I don't know what I think, uh
My world feel like it's sinking
On and on, I'm sick of it
Ten roads, I don't know what I'm thinking
But I know I don't want this choice
I blame you that my life's in a spiral
But right now I got no one to dial