Change Your Mind

(альбом: Euphoric Sad Songs - 2020)

And I wished that I was drunk
So I could blame it on the wine
Wished that I was high
So I could take it
But there's nothing in my veins
To steal the pain that comes around
On Friday nights with plus one invitations

You once said that I was perfect
And I was just wondering
What changed your mind

Same, feel the same
This is day two but I know you don't
Everybody wants what they can't have
You can always hold me so you never will

How do I heal with all of my demons
When my angel left me alone?
You used to let me share your halo
Let me share your halo

I'm so low down
I'm so low down
Got my cheek pressed to the floor, floor, floor
Then my girls had to bail me off right now

Lo-lo-low, lo-lo-low
Lo-low, low, low
This is low, this is low as I can go
I can go

Oh, I wished that I was drunk
So I could blame it on the wine
Wished that I was high
So I could take it
But there's nothing in my veins
To steal the pain that comes around
On Friday nights with plus one invitations

But I still have to ask you
After all this time
You said I was perfect
What made you change your mind?

No, no, you don't
Care that I'm crying and I know you won't
Get how it feels to be all alone
I know you'll let me go
Do you know it shows?

How do I heal without the conclusion?
And I need to fix what you broke
You used to let me share your halo
Let me share your halo

I'm so low down
I'm so low down
Got my cheek pressed to the floor, floor, floor
Then my girls had to bail me off right now

Lo-lo-low, lo-lo-low
Lo-low, low, low
This is low, this is low as I can go
I can go

I wished that I was drunk
So I could blame it on the wine
Wished that I was high
So I could take it
But there's nothing in my veins
To steal the pain that comes around
On Friday nights with plus one invitations

I still have to ask you
After all this time
You said I was perfect
What made you change your mind?

Ooh, whatever you do
I know I'm gonna miss you
I know I'm gonna miss the shit out of you, baby
Ooh, wherever you are
I miss you
I wish I was right there with you

Whatever you do
I wish I was with you
(I know I'm gonna miss you)
I know I'm gonna miss you

Wish I was right there
I wish I was right
In your arms tonight
Would you hold me like you used to in your bed
With your arms around me?
Sleeping alone
I wish I was home
I wish you were home