Nothing Hurts Anymore

We're still the kids we used to be
I put my hand on the stove, to see if I still bleed
And nothing hurts anymore, I feel kinda free

I shouldn't do it but I gotta do it
New lifestyle going stupid
Couple lines in this hotel
Try not to die getting high when the coast sells
I'm getting tired but they tell me it's about endurance
Drop dead get a bag off my life insurance
That's a modern day gamble
I'ma go for it every other day a scandal
You know me white socks and the sandles
But I'm an animal they put my head on a mantel
Got no respect for the way that I live life
They would rather go and get a bag than help me get it right
So what the fuck is a friendship
Dropped out of school no degree with a vengeance
Nobody read any text I was sending
If I was really dying no hand ever lending

We're still the kids we used to be
I put my hand on the stove, to see if I still bleed
And nothing hurts anymore, I feel kinda free

I'm kinda free but at what cost
Steers ringing every single night never gunshots
Just thoughts in my head that evaporate
Until it's 4 AM and I'm past the day, then I'm past the night
Can someone pass a drink or maybe pass a lighter
I just the fluid, set my throat on fire
Then my mind is peaceful but my body's dying
I feel kinda free

We're still the kids we used to be
I put my hand on the stove, to see if I still bleed
And nothing hurts anymore, I feel kinda free
We're still the kids we used to be
I put my hand on the stove, to see if I still bleed
And nothing hurts anymore, I feel kinda free