i deserve better

I wanted love, you want a fantasy
I wanted trust, you couldn't handle me

You wanna fuck around, I think I get it now

You wanna ride that guy over clout, go head
Text me I'm the problem with his hands around your neck
Text me I'm dramatic while you open up your legs
For a guy who doesn't care about you, he just wanted sex

You're in love with the feeling of feeling used
Tell me you hate me, like bet, that's cool

You don't want the drama, you would rather have abuse
You're the reason that I hate myself for trippin over you

I fell for a girl too fast and that's facts
I got problems with attachment, I'm losing my fucking grasp
Its gettin harder to trust people it all feels like an act
I was starving for a light and now I'm blinded what is that?

I can't trust a soul, I can't feel at all
I can't feel your heartbeat, please don't say you love me

I wanted love, you want a fantasy
I wanted trust, you couldn't handle me

You wanna fuck around, I think I get it now

I cried every night now I sob
I got problems with lovin, then movin on
I got problems with stayin all by my lonely like
Nathan, I miss you, like come and hold me tight

I can't help that I can't help you
You want him now, he might break you
He might relapse, he might reuse
He might love you, he can't change you

I can't help that I might love you
You're real nice, but I can't trust you
You won't date me, I can't make you
Walls too strong, no way I'll break through