x ANA x

(альбом: OK, I'M SICK - 2019)

I can't feel my toes or my fingertips
My chest is pounding so fast I can't keep up with it
I'm losing it, fuck, and I just wanna quit
And I'm clenching my face, and I'm touching my dick

I need a fix ANA fix and I'm sick of this
Showing people my tricks and my ticks
Ana judging me
Judging my fucking sex ANA x ANA x
And I'm faking just to stay in my body
I'm nervous, I can't fucking stand it

Well if that's what they're giving me
The pills are my necessity now
You won't fix my attitude
Cause ANA does it better than you
(ANA does it better)

ANA, you saved my soul
Can you let me have my heart for a minute?

Yea-hah
(I need you)

Ok I'm sick
Not the kinda sick that lands you in the doctor
Not the kind that makes you weak and then heals you stronger
It's the kinda sick that turns your legs into spaghetti
The kinda sick that makes your blood burn and your bones heavy
The kinda sick that makes an atheist pray for Jesus
The kinda sickness that turns your power into weakness
And I'm sick of being sick for this whole fucking place to witness
And I'm living a sick life that most people call privileged
And they're kinda right, but I'm still sicker than I can cope with

ANA, you saved my soul
Can you let me have my heart for a minute?
I suffer for a living
There has to be a limit
You know I love you so
But that's what I've been given

ANA (want you to save my soul)
ANA (want you to make me slow down)
ANA (want you to save my soul)
ANA (want you to make me slow down)

It's showtime, I have a lump in my throat
And I forgot how to breathe, I only know how to choke
And all these people are waiting to see the kid with the rage
But I'm afraid he might collapse before he gets to the stage
I need x ANA x, help me bury my thoughts
And all the pressure I suffer to be someone that I'm not
[*phone rings*]
I'm shaking a lot
(Hey, don't fuck up tonight, it's your only shot)
Ready or ready or ready or ready or not
It's a party

You know I love you so (two pills, coming up, let's go)
ANA, you saved my soul (don't make me lose control)
ANA (two pills, coming up, let's go)
ANA (don't make me lose control)
You know I love you so (two pills, coming up, let's go)
ANA, you saved my soul (don't make me lose control)
ANA (two pills, coming up, let's go)
ANA (don't make me lose control)

Okay the song is over now, but I'm not ready to go
See, this is the shit that happens when I stay awake for days at home

Hey, wanna see what happens when I mix xanax, blow and a MacBook Pro?

Don't make me lose control
ANA (white pills, coming up, let's go)
ANA (too late to save my soul)
ANA (chew it up, chew it up, let's go)
ANA (coming up, coming up, let's go)

ANA, you saved my soul (my soul)
Suffer for a living, has to be a limit
You know I love you so (you so)
My anxiety traps me like a prison

Well, if that's what they're giving me
The drugs are my necessity
(I can't live without you)
You won't fix my attitude
ANA does it better
ANA, you make me slow down
(Joey's gonna hate this)

ANA does it better
ANA does it better
ANA does it better

Don't make me lose control
ANA