Youthenasia

(альбом: Nobody's Home - 2022)

Youthenasia, I don't like what I become
Youthenasia, I can feel it in my lung
Youthenasia, got these feelings feeling numb
I deflate, I deflate, I deflate, ayy
Youthenasia, I don't like what I become
Youthenasia, I can feel it in my lung
Youthenasia, got these feelings feeling numb
I deflate, I deflate, I deflate, ayy

I put seven grams in my body last night
Spun out like kickflip, quick hit
Far sight, said she likes a misfit
Mismatch, dozing 'til I dispatch, dark times, part life
Eyesight's blurry, words are getting slurry
Swimming like a mermaid, eating J Thursday
Ended up in jail 'cause my freedom made you thirsty
Skipping twenty-seven 'cause my twenties tryna learn me, yeah
And I don't know where I'm going, but thing's are looking up
So I'm following this yellow brick road 'til it stop
'Til it folds like my notes, for your feelings I'm a slut
Blow my brain when in Rome, but this feeling just begun
So you know, yeah-yeah, yeah, yeah
Just so you know, yeah-yeah, yeah, yeah
Just so you know, yeah-yeah

Youthenasia, I don't like what I become
Youthenasia, I can feel it in my lung
Youthenasia, got these feelings feeling numb
I deflate, I deflate, I deflate
Youthenasia, I don't like what I become
Youthenasia, I can feel it in my lung
Youthenasia, got these feelings feeling numb
I deflate, I deflate, I deflate, ayy

It's like lately feel the pressure, I been feeling nauseous
Lately like my momma has become my daughter
I wanna change it for the world, man, this shit is awesome
I ain't seen my dad in fifteen years, who would've thought?
Bad man, not a bad kid anymore
He just brought seven thousand kids on tour
I know he wish he saw
Who would've thought? Who would've thought
Still breaking more 'cause his son a good sport
Still breaking my uncle's son he ain't poor
Still showed him love, but they always want more
Momma don't have no hair, so it made me hate him more
Head to better days, left your demons on the door

Youthenasia, I don't like what I become
Youthenasia, I can feel it in my lung
Youthenasia, got these feelings feeling numb
I deflate, I deflate, I deflate
Youthenasia, I don't like what I become
Youthenasia, I can feel it in my lung
Youthenasia, got these feelings feeling numb
I deflate, I deflate, I deflate, ayy