Losing Myself

Losing myself, I'm losing
Losing myself, tonight
Ah, ah, ah

Don't even know where the fuck you've been
You're probably partying with all of your friends
All I ever did was give you myself (The real of me)
I know that I'm not enough for you girl, I could tell (But you see)
Envious, 'cause you found love, I'm hurting (I feel weak)
Obvious, I'm not enough, I'm searching (Yeah you see)

Losing myself, I'm losing
Losing myself, tonight (Losing myself)

You said you would never leave, girl you promised me
You made me really believe that you belonged to me
I'm self walled and tryna figure what is wrong with me
Staring at my phone, wondering why you won't talk to me
How can we split? I always fall for your type
The girl I can't save but I can't say even if I tried
I do this every time, I see the truth as a lie
Think you're heart broken then I start to stalk you online
And I, see your Instagram's on private
I wonder who you're hiding
'Bout to make a fake account, just so I can find him
Fuck, I'm going crazy now and I can't deny it
Acting like I'm happy is the way I disguise it
Say I feel alive, no, when inside I'm dying
Pills and all the pain, but the pain's steady rising
I, can't let you see me like this
'Cause, God I feel hella down
I wonder who's around when I'm not around
I think of us every late night when I ride around
I think I might even drive through to your side of town
I'm lost because someone will have found you
You're a queen and someone will have crowned you
Yeah, we made a commitment that's something I'm still bound to
I'm tryna be me but I can't be me without you

Losing myself, I'm losing
Losing myself, tonight (Losing my, losing my, losing myself)

Losing my, losing myself
I feel weak
I'll be los-, not enough, I'm searching
Losing my, losing myself
Losing my, losing myself