headaches

I'm feeling pressured
I'm always willing
To go beyond what we think is enough

Oh have I ever
Tripped on my ego
Can't understate what I've done ain't enough

I can't always say that I'm alright
Sore thumb I may be but I can't lie
More losses the thought of I might die alone
I might die alone yeah

When I try to look into your eyes
Can't find who I used to call em' mine
All night we would fight until the day would come
Don't blame it all on me

Walking on thin waters
Missing feeling boredom
Always in a fight with
You and all your problems

I know I ain't perfect
But you're steady curving
Light me up when you feel
Irritated, balling

How am I supposed to
Get my shit together
Feel under the weather
Don't know what to say

Crying can't always answer
All the calls you make
When I feel this way

Girl I'm suffocating
No other way to say it
I've been losing touch like I'm medicated

No sugar coating
All the words I've been chosen
Tired of being numb
Like my mind is frozen

The air is too tight
But I say I'm alright
Don't say I'm too kind
Nobody's too nice
To let out their voice

Tired of all these headaches in my head
The price of trying to make things seem okay
I can't always understand your ways
Yet you still expect me to behave
When I failed to understand your ways you say you hate

Walking on thin waters
Missing feeling boredom
Always in a fight with
You and all your problems

I know I ain't perfect
But you're steady curving
Light me up when you feel
Irritated, balling

How am I supposed to
Get my shit together
Feel under the weather
Don't know what to say

Can't get you always answer
All the clause you make
But I feel this way

Walking on thin waters
Missing feeling boredom
Always in a fight with
You and all your problems

I know I ain't perfect
But you're steady curving
Light me up when you feel
Irritated, balling

How am I supposed to
Get my shit together
Feel under the weather
Don't know what to say

Crying can't always answer
All the calls you make
When I feel this way
When I feel this way