let my broken heart take the wheel

(альбом: Past Slaps - 2020)

(Fuck you, Savior)
Look outside as the sun comes up
Feel like I might cry, but I cannot
Look outside as the sun comes up
Feel like I might cry, but I cannot

You used to write me letters tryna explain your feelings
And now when I read them, it breaks me to pieces
Me with you beside me, that was all that I needed
And now that you're gone, feels like I can't stop the bleeding
You used to come over, we would smoke and drink wine
Do some cute shit, baby, it's dinner time
Now I'm fifty weeks deep, scrolling through feelings
This house is not a home, it's not a roof, it's a ceiling

I'm on my own again
Searching for someone to call a friend
And when I drive home, I'll take the long way
I still remember the last time you called me
And you said love is dead, it's not real
Well, then I don't know how to feel
Let my broken heart take the wheel
It might steer me wrong but that's the only way to carry on

Look outside as the sun comes up
Feel like I might cry, but I cannot
Look outside as the sun comes up
Feel like I might cry, but I cannot

Everywhere I look, it just reminds me of you
That was our room, and now it's just my room
And look at my arm, we got the same tattoo
Love, it don't wash off, I guess I just tried to

Move on
(I tried but I...)
Can't move on
(No, you know that I can't move on)
You're gone
(You're gone, yeah you're gone, all I feel's that you're gone)
You're gone
(You said you'd come hold me down like lawn)

Yeah, I'm on my own again
Searching for someone to call a friend
And when I drive home, I'll take the long way
I still remember the last time you called me
And you said love is dead, it's not real
Well, then I don't know how to feel
Let my broken heart take the wheel
It might steer me wrong but that's the only way to carry on