paranoia/deja vu

You know no one knows you like me
And I don't mean that as a good thing
I made my home under your skin and your bones
And tried to settle in
I'm always settling

You said you'd do therapy
Cause I can't be all of your everything
You made me your mother
And you slept with another
While you cried to me
Bout your insecurities

You call it paranoia
But I call it deja vu
I always see what's coming
Cause it's what we always do
You take your aim
I watch you choke
I pull the trigger cause you won't
You're never changing
That makes me crazy
So goodbye baby

You know no one wants you like me
And I don't mean that as a good thing
Yeah you keep crawling over me
And I don't know how to leave you
So I'm grinding my teeth down while you swear you're not cheating

Here's the part
Where I try to convince myself
How you'll become someone else
If I just give it time
So cheers to you
And everything you hope you'll do
A promise that you make but never make much good on
If I could make a bet
I wouldn't bet on you
I would never bet on you
I would never waste all of my luck
On someone who doesn't give a fuck for no one

You still call it paranoia
But I call it deja vu
I always see what's coming
Cause it's what we always do
You take your aim
I watch you choke
I have to change because you won't
You're never changing
That makes me crazy

You still call me in the morning
Like you want to see me through
But I'm always second guessing
Cause you don't do what you say you'll do
I'm crazy
Cause you're never changing
So goodbye baby