bad decisions

(Special)

So we fall outta touch
And I ruin your trust
I should be enough
But it's never enough
Without you
Without you

It's a punch in the gut
Wanna hit self-destruct
You know I love you so much
But this life really sucks
Without you
Without you

We could be special, we could be amazing
You're fucking careful, I should try the same thing
Treating me perfect, I'm making big mistakes
It's just these...

Bad decisions
I'm on a mission
To make a hundred thousand bad decisions
I try to dance your rhythm
But all the bad decisions
I don't ever, ever listen
I'll make a hundred thousand bad decisions
I got it twisted
I'm getting twisted

Aye
And I make, and I make, and I make bad decisions
She hate the fact that my heart on my sleeve
And it's not in my chest
So it's back to the back, where the past done went?
All of my time that was spent
Burning holes in my brain since I never forget
I needed peace and time, I needed peace and quiet
Just so I could blow out my brains
You know I'm never myself
Never been picture-perfect but I still made it work
Put my heart out for certain
I'm in her mouth like a dentist
I hate the fact I'm a menace
I hate the fact that I played with your heart
But pretend like I didn't
Pressure the syrup
I'm steady suppressing the pain, but it is what it is
Knowing my life wasn't shit
Yet I still don't understand it
But fuck it, I'm up in this bitch, probably too hard
And I'm high like a kite
And the high it won't fight, worry not in my Sprite
But it keep me delight, yeah aight
Now my jaw steady locking
But, momma, don't worry, you know how I'm rocking
I tweaked in the ally, OD'd in the lobby
Lost myself couple times, spot 'em, I got 'em

We could be special, we could be amazing
You're fucking careful, I should try the same thing
Treating me perfect, I'm making big mistakes
It's just these...

Bad decisions
I'm on a mission
To make a hundred thousand bad decisions
I try to dance your rhythm
But all the bad decisions
I don't ever, ever listen
I'll make a hundred thousand
I got it twisted
I'm getting twisted