I'm Doing Push Ups

(альбом: and everybody else smiled back - 2021)

I'm not gonna lie here and wait for the ambulance
I'm doing push ups, oh, I'm doing push ups
I'm doing push ups
And my marriage is falling apart
It's not your fault, I just thought I should let you know
You can take advantage of me, it's not that hard
I wrote it out in detail, just check your texts

'Cause your first love's not gonna walk you home
You got sick on your coat, then you called her
And told her it's over
Now you're as hollow as you'd always said you'd be
Screaming "Hold my hand, but please don't touch me"

Then you pulled out an engagement ring
And the canary choked in my throat
I was coughing up feathers all December
But we never made a memory to remember
Some things just aren't meant to make sense
Some things aren't meant to be represented
We talk about it in the gaps, in the silence
The posts we delete, and the captions we edit

'Cause your first love's not gonna walk you home
You got sick on your coat, then you called her
And told her it's over
Now you're as hollow as you'd always thought you'd be
Screaming "Hold my hand, but please don't touch me"
Please don't touch me

Do you wanna, do you wanna go, go
Cause a scene at the wedding?
Awful words on the confetti, oh
Do you wanna, do you wanna go, go
Cause a scene at the wedding?
Awful words on the confetti, oh
Do you wanna, do you wanna go, go
Cause a scene at the wedding?
Awful words on the confetti, oh
Do you wanna, do you wanna go, go?
Do you wanna, do you wanna, do you wanna?

'Cause your first love's not gonna walk you home
You got sick on your coat, then you called her
And told her it's over
Now you're as hollow as you'd always thought you'd be
Screaming "Hold my hand, but please don't touch me"
'Cause your first love's not gonna walk you home
You got sick on your coat, then you called her
And told her it's over
Now you're as hollow as you'd always thought you'd be
Screaming "Hold my hand, but please don't touch me"

I'm not gonna lie here and wait for the ambulance
I'm doing push ups, oh, I'm doing push ups