Love For You

(альбом: All Love Lost - 2015)

Just gotta get these thoughts off real quick
See I'm a thinker, it's like thinking shit
It's when you got..
You sitting there reflecting, thinking shit
I peep it though

Look, you liked me better before you knew my history
Before you knew who I was
That's when reaching our potential felt likely
Nobody like me
Besides see if I stop being who I am
I'm straight to it, who I might be
But you gotta look inside each song
That's where I proved it was really in sight all along
Bear it all so the privacy gone
Grab the pen, sit down and write these wrongs
Just how I right these wrongs, but look
You liked me better when I spoke using censorship
Before you knew I was really insensitive
That was back when it was you and me
Then curiosity killed you, you had to Google me
Now I won't call the headlines a liar
Some are true and some are false, that's for y'all to decipher
But look, on rare occasions some of what they say'll bother me
I liked it better when the 'Net was still a novelty
Cause now people who ain't found themselves
Get an outlet, yet don't know how they sound themselves
They like me better when I'm silent and don't have an opinion
Pretending to blend in like I'm a minion
Say if Joe keep talking that shit, he'll get him shot
But if rappers can't tie my shoes, how can I not?
Thought I had my city's support, I couldn't believe
Jersey City liked me better when I couldn't leave
I take it back, that ain't set in stone
They moreso had weapons drawn cause I left alone
I liked it better when I had nothing to lose
The days when I felt like I had something to prove
Shit, even for me that's unusual
If you don't give a fuck then who you gotta prove it to?
Just the world that I was born in
You gotta learn to form wins against the storm wind
They like me better when I fucking never call again
Without it, they don't know what type of box I belong up in
They like me better without reality television
Guess they didn't need to witness the hell I was living
In my shoes, you too would seal a fate
Popping 20 pills a day, somebody gon' feel a way
And so these hoes just to pass time
After the past time, they don't even pass my mind
You liked me better way before you got lied to
But that don't really matter when you want me inside you
Your friends saying leave, they don't know that you tried to
You can't speak to them, I'm the nigga you cry to
I liked it better when nobody ever heard of me
'Fore pop had to get that knee surgery
Guess that effected his bladder
So when Jackie called me nothing else really mattered
Was scared, sounded frantic, i ain't want no parts of that
Said the ambulance came, might be a heart attack
Was leaving work nearly crying on the phone
I'm in rush hour traffic, just seen you dying alone
Look, I just pictured all the places that we never went
All the texts that were never sent
All the words we never spoke
Time we never shared, rewind so we can repair
Such an inspiration, all the holes that you dug through
Then you got released, God was watching above you
I'm thinking you healing, I don't wanna disrupt you
So I'm right back to never telling you that I love you
And I don't wanna act that way
If I take something for granted, I don't wanna give it back that way
Forreal, that's how shit get lost, let me chill
I like it better when I'm not talking over my thoughts, now listen

[Hook Emanny & Joe Budden:]
I've done been down, been down, it's all for you
How you feeling out there?
And I don't wanna get in your way
How everybody doing, alright?
Get you something to drink
And I don't wanna get in your way
Get you something to smoke, get you something to light up
Whatever your vice is, we here though
This love is all for you
That shit don't be for everybody, man
This love is all for you

Now the singers wanna rap, the rappers wanna sing
Personally I liked it better back when rapping was a thing
Cause now if you wanna get the high notes
When that hook come, you gotta hit the high notes
The label wanna sell singles
I'm selling a story and that'll just taint the message
Bad marriage, we ain't got the same objective
Still I'm here cause real niggas in the game respect it
Look, they like it better when I let 'em live rent free
I never knew that once it stopped we'd be enemies
And though I come off as heartless, nigga
In spite of yourself, got love for you regardless, nigga
Now listen, I liked you better when you wasn't in the spotlight
Was too addicted to it, said some shit was not right
So when you work so much I couldn't complain
'Til I learnt she was gateway escaping from the pain
The strippers talk to me like I'm their therapist
That scares the good girls away, don't know the hell I get
Whatever thoughts you contrive, I can't help you with
But you've been tossing it for a year and I derail the shit
I'm self made, I don't do what I'm told
The type that needs free reign, to be out of control
Forreal, cause when that's gone I'm lost, let me chill
I like it better when I'm not talking over my thoughts, word

[Hook Emanny & Joe Budden:]
I've done been down, been down, it's all for you
Y'all don't understand me
I don't think they get it though
And I don't wanna get in your way
Don't know why you don't apply like, our experiences and shit
And I don't wanna get in your way
To like, my experiences with other people
Said his love is all for you
This love is all for you