Parking Lot

I'm alone on the curb at 12 AM
Reminiscing all the memories that we had
Streetlights burn bright on the busy street
I'm alone in the parking lot, look at me
All these eyes passing by but I'm invisible
Is there something wrong with me, am I fixable?
I'm a lot but I know I'm not a criminal
Will I be somebody? This is miserable

I'm in my head, forgot to breathe
The color's cast, red, yellow, green
My heart got dipped in jealousy
I'm desperate for good company
My words just bounce back off the walls
I got no one I wanna call
Doesn't feel like I've got a lot
Just me and empty parking lots

I still wear the sweatshirt you forgot
At my house when I watched you get high on pot
You got caught, you didn't hesitate to leave
Never came back, I guess that's fine by me
All I'm saying is a lot of things don't really last
I hope my future doesn't look anything like my past
Gazing up at the clouds painted in the dark
Drowning in deep thought, just patterns of art

I'm in my head, forgot to breathe
The color's cast, red, yellow, green
My heart got dipped in jealousy
I'm desperate for good company
My words just bounce back off the walls
I got no one I wanna call
Doesn't feel like I've got a lot
Just me and empty parking lots

I'm in my head, forgot to breathe
The color's cast, red, yellow, green
My heart got dipped in jealousy
I'm desperate for good company
My words just bounce back off the walls
I got no one I wanna call
Doesn't feel like I've got a lot
Just me and empty parking lots

I'm in my head, forgot to breathe
The color's cast, red, yellow, green
My heart got dipped in jealousy
I'm desperate for good company
My words just bounce back off the walls
I got no one I wanna call
Doesn't feel like I've got a lot
Just me and empty parking lots

I'm in my head, forgot to breathe
The color's cast, red, yellow, green
My heart got dipped in jealousy
I'm desperate for good company
My words just bounce back off the walls
I got no one I wanna call
Doesn't feel like I've got a lot
Just me and empty parking lots

I'm alone on the curb at 12 AM