sex // doubt // suicide

Fuck it I guess I'll just see how this goes
Say that you love me but how do you know?
Burning through my lungs cigarette smoke
Float through my veins, we're not the same

Cleaning stains from my pillow case
Still smell like you fuck I miss your face
Face fucked under those red lights
Shallow conversation but a tight embrace

Always check her breathing I make sure this shit is really real
How could such a pretty face gimme love and help me heal?

God damn
She so loud with this shit
God damn
No blouse in this shit
God damn
Still doubting this shit
God damn
I'ma drown in this shit yea

Fuck it I guess I'll just see how this goes
Say that you love me but how do you know?
Burning through my lungs cigarette smoke
Float through my veins, we're not the same

You live inside of my head
Dancing around in my bed
I might just swallow the pain
Why do they all feel the same
The longer, the harder the hurt
I guess I'll just see if it works
And every day you're not around
I scream till I can't hear a sound
And I've just been trying my bestest
The rope isn't touching my necklace
If heaven's a party, I guess then
I wasn't put on the guestlist
You just love to watch me drown
With all your fucking dirty thoughts
Guess that I'll just keep on moving round
Just as a lonely fox
Press your fingers deep inside my chest
You know I feel the sting
Put that fucking knife inside my head
So I can't feel a thing

Say what you were gonna say
Say what you were gonna say
Baby girl it's hard to stay
Hard to stay oh yea