Shife

Nobody seems to understand that my brain ain't stable
Fuck a rap career
I'm just putting my thoughts on paper

Nobody seems to understand that my brain ain't stable
Fuck a rap career
I'm just putting my thoughts on paper, look
And I don't give a fuck if you don't vibe with me, ay
Real life problems got me clutching my nine milli
Niggas want my head where I come from
Envy my success and they convinced that I owe them lil' niggas some, ay
Xen don't owe nobody
If you got a problem
Load it, cock it, and fill up my whole body

Everyday, it's like I can't maintain
Still I feel I'm in it for the same thing
All I ever wanted was to get my change
Living shife is my only type of mind frame
Everyday, it's like I can't maintain
Still I feel I'm in it for the same thing
All I ever wanted was to get my change
Living shife is my only type of mind frame
It's in my blood...

And ain't nobody really got my back
Niggas just be hanging around me because I rap
Ain't no love involved
I learned that from 'Ro
With that being said
I've been ready to go fill me with holes
Everyday, it's like I can't maintain
Still I feel I'm in it for the same thang
All I ever wanted was to get my change
Living shife is my only type of mind frame