Proud

(альбом: The Blue Print – Us vs. Them - 2020)

Said, it's days like this that I just need to be alone

Yeah, I said, it's days like this that I just need to be alone
I travelled seven seas searching for peace to ease my soul
I seen some things you can't unsee, it's fucking with my dome
Them cold nights in the bando, I was never going home
And, baby, that's the reason why my baby mother tells me I'm the coldest person that she ever met, yeah
And, baby, that's the reason why my mother tells me "All them issues that you got, they still ain't left your head", yeah
And maybe that's why I'm getting high all of the time, but name a gang member that I haven't fed, yeah
So fuck with 29, you're gonna need a operation and your doctor gonna recommend some bedrest
See they love to see you rise but they wanna see you fall
Mummy, don't apologise, 'cause this shit isn't your fault (Yeah)
I'm sorry that I done you wrong 'cause I know your heart is pure
And we ain't spoken in a minute but I thought that I should call

So, baby, can you hear me out?
And put me first
She asking me why I'm so wild
I just said that I been hurt
I started drinking all this lean
Then all these Percs, it made it worse
But ever since I was a child
I just feel like I've been cursed

Khalilah, when you're old enough to understand this, play this please (Yeah)
Your mother's friends and my sister probably see you more than me (Yeah)
Your mum will probably say I'm doing lifestyles, not what it seems (Yeah)
But I'ma guarantee, you follow in Islam and you're a millionaire by your eighteenth
Daddy gonna do you proud, and if I die (And if I die)
Then keep that smile and do not frown, baby girl, you'll be alright
I miss your hair, I miss your smile, I drink about it all the time
But just know that you got the crown of all the women in my life
Back when we was out there gliding, tryna spray that
Yeah, when I used to fuck up my re-up and LB would pay that
Then he got me back rapping, man, I swear you can't repay that
I'd probably shoot my ... for him and I know I shouldn't say that (Yeah)

So, baby, can you hear me out?
And put me first
She asking me why I'm so wild
I just said that I been hurt
I started drinking all this lean
Then all these Percs, it made it worse
But ever since I was a child
I just feel like I've been cursed

So, baby, can you hear me out?
Put me first
She asking me why I'm so wild
I just said that I been hurt
Started drinking all this lean
All these Percs, it made it worse
Ever since I was a child, I...