Goodbye Happiness

(альбом: Look What You Made - 2022)

Goodbye happiness, yeah
Hello loneliness
I feel you coming back to take a hold again
My oldest friend
I wish you didn't come around so often
To steal my happiness
And leave me alone again

Yeah, they telling me love is blinding
Ironic, it sounds like binding
'Cause when I lost you, I lost me, don't feel like writing
The darkness so inviting
There's something wrong inside me
I don't fear the pain, I fear the day I stop the fighting
It's alright, I'm sure I'll find a way to keep distracted
From memories until the ones I hurt have been redacted
They telling me I got trauma
That I should look at, don't wanna
And lately I'm starting to worry 'cause I'm 'bout to be the same age my mom was
Her first attempt to leave us there in the night
When I read the letter that you wrote to us, I cried
Realized there isn't heroes in this movie of life
With some people barely getting by

So goodbye happiness, yeah
Hello loneliness
I feel you coming back to take a hold again
My oldest friend
I wish you didn't come around so often
To steal my happiness
And leave me alone again

Yeah, now I got a bottle and bag
Tryna medicate out of the lab
Running from this and I'm not looking back
I'm doing a hundred, a gun on the dash
Looking at my life
Judging it all, comparing the post to all of your highlights
It's just a fucking waste of time
And all these ciagarettes don't, they don't hit the same
And all of the resemblance feel like there's nothing left to say
And it gets easier to deal with once you lose
When you notice your best friend is gonna be there with you too
But he dropped me off at my apartment that night
When I got the phone call the next morning, he died
I remembered there ain't heroes in this movie of life
But I laid there in my bed and cried

So goodbye happiness
Hello loneliness
I feel you coming back to take a hold again
My oldest friend
I wish you didn't come around so often
To steal my happiness
And leave me alone again
I feel you coming back to take a hold of me
My oldest friend
I wish you didn't come around so often

Goodbye happiness, yeah
Hello loneliness
I feel you coming back to take a hold again
My oldest friend
I wish you didn't come around so often