Don't Say It

Don't say it
It's on the tip of my tongue
I'm not playing
You'll wish I never begun
The words don't
Ever come out how I want
Why do I always fall back?

Haunts me
I'm about to get fucking violent
Just leave me alone in silence
I wish I could fucking find it

Leave me be, I've got it figured out
If you let me speak, you could hear me out
Could it be?
Could it be?
Could it be?
Could it be?

I feel like you don't really hear what I say
I'm dying
With a heavy heart I pray
I'm lying

Don't say it
It's on the tip of my tongue
I'm not playing
You'll wish I never begun
The words don't
Ever come out how I want
Why do I always fall back?

Haunts me
I'm bout to get fucking violent
Just leave me alone in silence
I wish I could fucking find it

Girl I'm indifferent
The journey was longer
For me than it was for you
I wish I could
See myself from your perspective
I know you're
On you're way for my head soon

There's too much on my plate
I can really feel the weight now
I never show my demons
I wish that you could see them

Don't say it
It's on the tip of my tongue
I'm not playing
You'll wish I never begun
The words don't
Ever come out how I want
Why do I always fall back?

Haunts me
I'm bout to get fucking violent
Just leave me alone in silence
I wish I could fucking find it

It doesn't matter
I don't wanna stay
The smile on my face
Has faded away
I'm tired of bullshit
I'm tired of pain
I wish something would fucking change