change for me

(альбом: confessions of a drama queen - 2021)

I guess you only loved me for yourself
Only complimented me when you need help
Always gave you second chances
You had your third and your fourth just handed
To you babe, but you just take them for granted

You were busy crying wolf
And I was busy trying not to look
I wasted time I wish I knew
That I could be amazing without you

No, you're never gonna change for me
I grew up I'm fucking 23
You'll take your baby steps and then I'll hold my breath until I see
That you're never gonna change for me

I trusted you to hold the key to heaven
But you kept it for your self absorbed obsession
Treated love like some transaction
For you to give and trade compassion
Til you get what you need even if there's a good chance that it hurts me

Now I'll never trust someone
I'll try to but my hope is numb
I hate your guts but love you so much that it's dumb

No, you're never gonna change for me
I grew up I'm fucking 23
You'll take your baby steps and then I'll hold my breath until I see
That you're never gonna change for me

And I blame you for me missing signs
Blame you for ruining guys for me
Hate you for trying to change my mind
God, I saved you
But you won't let go of the gun

And now I'm done I know, you're never gonna change for me
I moved on I'm fucking 23
You'll take your baby steps and then I'll hold my breath until I see ohhhh

No, you're never gonna change for me
I grew up I'm fucking 23
You'll take your baby steps
All 12, but I can't let myself believe
That you're never gonna change for me
Cause you're never gonna change for me