Hurts Out Loud

I feel like I barely know you
But I've known you long enough
And it's safe when it's just us

Stop me if it's to soon I don't wanna scare you off
When I start to open up

Can I say something
Knowing you can't un-hear it
Can I say nothing for now
Cause it hurts to say out loud
Cause it hurts to say out loud

If I had to paint a picture
Of the state my heads been in
I would only use black ink

I'm not looking for a shoulder
Or tiny violin
This ain't a cry for attention I don't need your comforting

Can I say something
Knowing you can't un-hear it
Can I say nothing for now
Cause it hurts to say out loud
Cause it hurts to say out loud

Cause it hurts to say I'm losing in a fight against my head
Gloves are off with one round left
And I won't make the bell

When I can't go any longer
Will you be there in my corner
Cause we all need someone else
And we can't do it by ourselves

Can I say something knowing you can't un-hear it
Can I say nothing for now

Can I say something knowing you can't un-hear it
Can I say nothing for now
Cause it hurts to say out loud
Cause it hurts to say out loud