hypocrite

I'm happy all the time
Actually like once a week
I don't need love
Actually that's all I need
I don't need help
But can someone come help me
I'm a broken hypocrite contradicting what I need

I barely exist I feel distant
Fallen down the stairs no ambition
If I bash my head I deserve it
See you talking shit in my mentions
I don't really care keep on talking
I don't really care if I'm nothing
I don't really need validation
I don't really need validation

I'm happy all the time
Actually like once a week
I don't need love
Actually that's all I need
I don't need help
But can someone come help me
I'm a broken hypocrite contradicting what I need