the good the bad the olga

(альбом: i care so much that i dont care at all - 2023)

I'm not that boy that I once was at all
And I know you can't accept that I'm all grown up
I'll stay in touch, but I have some problems to attend to like

How I feel like I'm just not enough and no one seems to give a fuck about me
It keeps compounding, I know that everyone is fine without me
So this is it, my final shift, my last hurrah
Before I take a gun and do something I should have done

I walked myself back home, I walked myself back
Was tired, angry, like always
Can't believe you called me today out of all days
Apologized, but we both know that's what they all say
The sun would shine, but nowadays, it's all grey
Should I lie and tell you that it's all great?

How I feel like I'm just not enough and no one seems to give a fuck about me
It keeps compounding, I know that everyone is fine without me
So this is it, my final shift, my last hurrah
Before I take a gun and do something I should have done

I'm damn near apologetic, but I'm far from empathetic
For you, I did this for me and that's true (Woah-woah, oh)
I'm damn near apologetic, but I'm far from empathetic
For you, I did this for me and that's true
I have nothing left to lose
I have nothing left to lose