sometimes

(альбом: joke's on you - 2021)

I can't take myself sometimes
Maybe we're a wreck
But imma hold your head
Mine is such a mess sometimes
You say it's for the best
When you ripped it out my chest
I worry 'bout your health sometimes
Your distant as gets
You lost another friend
And I could've fucking helped that time
My excuse was I'm depressed
I'll regret till' I'm dead
I'll regret it till' I'm

Too many emotions
Floating thru my head like
I'm a deer eyes locked
On the headlights
I don't need friends
Bitch I thought you lived your best life
Don't hit my phone
Don't give a fuck bout' what your head like
I know I could get better
I just bring rainy weather
I don't fuck with your friends
And they're not fond of me either
That's why I dip I don't need it
Everybody conceited
Everybody thinks they're owed shit
I don't believe it

Sometimes I think
No one thinks like I do
Why would you think
I would be writing this to spite you?
I'm only writing just to calm down
Down the spiral so many thoughts
Please just be mindful

I can't take myself sometimes
Maybe we're a wreck
But imma hold your head
Mine is such a mess sometimes
You say it's for the best
When you ripped it out my chest
I worry bout your health sometimes
Your distant as gets
You lost another friend
And I could've fucking helped that time
My excuse was I'm depressed
I'll regret till' I'm dead
I'll regret it till' I'm

Back on
The same old sad songs
I almost ended it
I almost I had to finish it
My life it was a wreck
It was a bad one
Took the stage they
Scream my song like it's an anthem
Y'all really saved my life
Was grinding every-night
Was running from my pain
Was playing with a knife
Don't listen to what they say
I tried it every-way
I'm still a person with some issues
Still I can't complain

Sometimes I think
No one thinks like I do
Why would you think
I would be writing this to spite you?
I'm only writing just to calm down
Down the spiral so many thoughts
Please just be mindful

I can't take myself sometimes
Maybe we're a wreck
But imma hold your head
Mine is such a mess sometimes
You say it's for the best
When you ripped it out my chest
I worry bout your health sometimes
Your distant as gets
You lost another friend
And I could've fucking helped that time
My excuse was I'm depressed
I'll regret till' I'm dead
I'll regret it till' I'm