crutch

Baby let me show you that I'm not worth it
I can show you that I'm not perfect
If you can see through me
Can you find the missing piece
I think I lost it when I lost you
I should a kept you but I tossed you
I think about things I'm not supposed to
I think about if I never knew you
It's pretty sad where my mind goes
Rather be a ghost in my room with the blinds closed
I wish I felt alive
I wish I felt the knife in my back that night

I pulled you up
I showed you love
When you were down
I was your crutch
Where'd you go?
I'm all alone
I need some help
At least some hope
You pushed me away
I turned so cold
I didn't wanna breathe
I'm a vanish in the smoke
You vanished from my arms
I left to go home
You fell in love with drugs
Got the xanax in your coat

And I bite my tongue
Cause I know that you're lying
Too many reasons
Just not to fight it
Plus I got too much thoughts
If I add another
I might really combust
I can't even move
When I think too much
And when we turn up
I think we drink too much
You say that I suck
Cause I don't hit you up
It's not what you think
I just don't wanna get hurt
All your friends
Think you're the best
Behind that mask baby
You look depressed
I know you you know I saw it
Undressed you look so flawless

I pulled you up
I showed you love
When you were down
I was your crutch
Where'd you go?
I'm all alone
I need some help
At least some hope
You pushed me away
I turned so cold
I didn't wanna breathe
I'm a vanish in the smoke
You vanished from my arms
I left to go home
You fell in love with drugs
Got the xanax in your coat

I pulled you up
I showed you love
When you were down
I was your crutch
Where'd you go?
I'm all alone
I need some help
At least some hope