Disconnected

I know you're reading me
Tell me what do you see
My energy's in motion
Tornado all through the scene
You always say that you ain't my enemy
Sometimes when I think too deep I tend to misbehave

I will push you away
While praying that you will stay
But now you feel miles away
We're disconnected
Now that I feel the weight
The pressure is caving in
I don't know what else to say
But here's my truth

Memories
You were not just my love, but a friend to me
Looking back when we had so much chemistry
Now we fight and it's draining me mentally
Now we're like enemies
Things change
Why can't we stay the same
All through the rain though
I still want you to know

I will push you away
While praying that you will stay
But now you feel miles away
We're disconnected
Now that I feel the weight
The pressure is caving in
I don't know what else to say
But here's my truth

I don't wanna think bout it
If we walk away
Would it be a mistake
Cuz it hurts just talking bout it
So is it broken
Or is something worth fixing
I told you I

I will push you away
While praying that you will stay
But now you feel miles away
We're disconnected
Now that I feel the weight
The pressure is caving in
I don't know what else to say
But here's my truth