Selfish Kinda Lover

Woke up on the wrong side of your bed
Can't even find my keys
I'm about to walk home
Yeah I know it's so wrong of me

To not remember last night
Or the ride here
Or how I got to sleep
Tell me why I do this
So consistently

Well, I must've been
Blowing kisses, blowing kisses at you
I know it ain't right but its what I wanna do
Blowing kisses, blowing kisses at you
I know it's not right

But you can't change the truth under the covers
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kinda lover
And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind

Woke up feeling guilty
And empty
A dark hole in my chest
Kinda like a heartbreak with no apologies

I'm afraid of commitment
And the minutes
That eat up all my time
And I can't swallow my pride
What's wrong with me?

Well, I must've been
Blowing kisses, blowing kisses at you
Try to play it off like a sweet taboo
Blowing kisses, blowing kisses at you
I know it ain't right

But you can't change the truth under the covers
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kinda lover
And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind

Sometimes I resent me
But most nights I don't even mind
Idle mind

But I can't fight the feeling
It's who I am won't apologize
Won't apologize

Cause you can't change the truth under the covers
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind
And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind

No and you can't change the truth under the covers
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind
And I hate myself 'cause I just don't got no structure
I'm a selfish kinda lover
I'm a selfish kind
I am