I Don't Miss You

Neither of us is at fault
But lately if I'm being honest
Nothing lights up when you call
And I hate it
I've wanted love for so long
If we tried we could probably make it
But holding you would always feel wrong
And I hate it

My heart doesn't race when you look at me
My voice doesn't shake cause I'm nervous
I lay awake but I'm only thinking
Of what we're missing

I've been holding on
Cause I'm scared to say goodbye
But I've been fighting this
For a long long time
Nothing's really wrong
But that doesn't mean it's right
I wish I could ignore it but I realize
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you

Shouldn't I love you by now
Should I be hesitating
I'm hearing these whispering doubts
And I hate it

Oh I want better than good enough
Want better than perfect on paper
I hate feeling like I'm giving up
And I don't want to but

I've been holding on
Cause I'm scared to say goodbye
But I've been fighting this
For a long long time
Nothing's really wrong
But that doesn't mean it's right
I wish I could ignore it but I realize
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you

Darling if you ask yourself
If you really love me could you tell me
That you weren't feeling this as well
Could you tell me could you tell me

I've been holding on
Cause I'm scared to say goodbye
But I've been fighting this
For a long long time
Nothing's really wrong
But that doesn't mean it's right
I wish I could ignore it but I realize
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you
I don't miss you
When I'm not with you