Rosebud

(альбом: uhhh - 2018)

Always wanted to be great
For the wrong reasons, it was fake, aye
I always wanted to be great
For the wrong reasons, it was fake

Made my (Made my) mind up (Mind up)
This time I'll be honest
Think I stress too much 'bout shit that sucks
But I'm just fine where I'm at
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light

Respiration, pressed for patients
Life'd be great If I was famous
To busy focused on the A-list
Missed my shot through hesitation
Tequila shots of desperation
Always thought I'd make a statement
Fuck them all, 'cause I no longer need
Parking stands for validation
Man
Quarter-life crisis got change in my hand
But that's not enough to buy Mercedes Benz
So I get a Uber to pool all of my friends
Used to be fooled, had to be cool
Had to show up rocking them tims
I think we live our adult lives
Tryna make up our high school experience, aye
I wanna be more present in the moment, open to enjoy it
I wanna see my niggas become owners, brothers like the Jonas
I wanna free my family from the trauma, always got some drama
Niggas [?], so we go to college, barely make deposit, Momma in our pockets
Gotta ask for forgiveness, I ain't call her in a minute
But if I don't step up out the cycle, how the fuck we gonna end it?
R.I.P., my uncle Michael died to early, diabetes took my idol
Even told my grandma looking for some answers, I forgot my manners running from the Bible

Made my (Made my) mind up (Mind up)
This time I'll be honest
Think I stress too much 'bout shit that sucks
But I'm just fine where I'm at
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light

Sunday dinner soul food
Bless his mama showed you
Peter Pan syndrome
But I pull up in this bitch like Goku
Still, don't have the answers
That I thought I needed
I think I been in a cycle
But I won't repeat it
Citizen Kane, young nigga, what is your aim?
You got the whole world to blame, but what does that change?
Take Xannies with salt by the grain and
[?] do [?] brain
Unfortunate fame is what you would do with your gains
You live off the strength of your name
I've been on this train, it didn't stop when it rains
So I had to hop on a plane
Sometimes, I wanna scream from on top of the tallest building
I've reached the age of a man, but I thought it came with the feeling
I've had enough of this shit, to end it all is appealing
Though I would rather a challenge, and nothing's harder than living
I'ma just chill today
Really don't know how to feel today
I got some weed and some bills to pay
Karma's a bully, I feel betrayed
Take my lunch money it's all that I have
Just as I thought it was all in my bag, my future is in question
Dumb, Deaf, and Blind trying to conquer my mind
If I blew up my time I'mma lose my investment

Made my (Made my) mind up (Mind up)
This time I'll be honest
Think I stress too much 'bout shit that sucks
But I'm just fine where I'm at
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light (Found a light)
Wasn't ready, but I finally found a light