Dying Message

Lemme just tell you what's deep in my mind
In the abyss maybe you can go find my presence
Feels like I'll die any second
That's why I ride with a weapon
Maybe I'm really running outta time
If that's the case then this song is my dying message
Just hope I'm alive to tell it

So much on my mind, I'm stressing
Even when having all kinds of blessings
Thinking about all the times they left me
Out in the cold but it's okay
Gave me some time to put some of this ice on my necklace
Pull up and dial 911
Going so fast, I might wreck it
Why I be living so reckless
She wants to see what the hype 'bout
Told her to pull up at my house
Saying she love me, girl pipe down
Don't wanna hear all that shit right now, no

Gave all my trust, I got slapped
Why would they do me like that
Why would they do me like that
Tryna keep cool but I can't
I'm not the type to pretend

Let me just tell you what's deep in my mind
In the abyss, maybe you can go find my presence
Feels like I'll die any second
That's why I ride with a weapon
Maybe I'm really running outta time
If that's the case then this song is my dying message
Just hope I'm alive to tell it

Let me just tell you what's deep in my mind
In the abyss, maybe you can go find my presence
Feels like I'll die any second
That's why I ride with a weapon
Maybe I'm really running outta time
If that's the case then this song is my dying message
Just hope I'm alive to tell it

Paranoia
Paranoia

These thoughts that be running, they deep in my brain
The anxiety muffling all of my screams
This shit so exhausting, will it ever change
Maybe not, but I gotta keep on moving
I don't speak a lot, that's why I put it in the music

I gave 'em a chance now
Where was you when I was ran down
You supposed to respond to a man down
Now I just don't give a damn now, no
Gotta pay in advance now
Working while they just be laying down
Working to become a man now
And a perfect example I am now, oh

Paranoia
Paranoia

Let me just tell you what's deep in my mind
In the abyss, maybe you can go find my presence
Feels like I'll die any second
That's why I ride with a weapon
Maybe I'm really running outta time
If that's the case then this song is my dying message
Just hope I'm alive to tell it