Island

(альбом: Taking Up Space - 2020)

Filling in the violence
Sleeping in the road
Staring at my eyelids
I don't wanna go
Sitting here in silence
Eyes to the floor
A little bit of kindness is all I had to show
Should've known you'd dump me
Cold as a stone
Living like an island
Staying on my own
You keep trying but I won't pick up the phone
'Cause you want to say you hate me but I already know
The broken promises are endless and it's all my fault
Getting dropped like a witness
Now I'm just another notch on your hit list
I made mistakes, too late for forgiveness
Left a taste so bitter
Just tryna make it through the winter
But I guess it's okay if you hate me
I've been fucking up every single day lately

You're breaking up
You're breaking up
Can barely hear you anymore
I'm waking up
I'm waking up
Fuck it, I'm passed out on the floor
(Down, down, down we go)
And you don't want this anymore
We're breaking up
We're breaking up
And then you're walking out the door

'Cause I've been thinking, I spend too much of my time daydreaming
Scheming without a reason, hit the blunt and then I'm breezing
Overlooking family and friends that I believe in
I need to learn to focus on myself and be decent
Maybe then I wouldn't always fucking feel defeated
Like everyone's against me like it's open fucking season on my life
Every night spent fighting with my demons
But tonight I won't spend another second in my feelings
'Cause I'm sick of winning but being my worst critic
Getting with it, just admit it you couldn't have gone and did it
It's like I took a talent and turned it into a business
And I ruined what I love over motherfucking distance
But I guess it's what I do, that's what I've always done
Run like I'm staring down the barrel of a smoking gun
Never paying any mind to how far we've come
The blame is all mine, with some time I can overcome
But

You're breaking up
You're breaking up
Can barely hear you anymore
I'm waking up
I'm waking up
Fuck it, I'm passed out on the floor
(Down, down, down we go)
And you don't want this anymore
We're breaking up
We're breaking up
And you're walking out the door
You're breaking up
You're breaking up
Can barely hear you anymore
I'm waking up
I'm waking up
Fuck it, I'm passed out on the floor
(Down, down, down we go)
And you don't want this anymore
We're breaking up
We're breaking up
And you're walking out the door