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(альбом: Taking Up Space - 2020)

So I've been lost for some time
I've got you on my mind
And I guess I'm always wrong
Because I know you're always right
I've got cracks in my bones
And terror in my soul
Too busy searching for my own death
To find my way home
Take me home

Yeah I know I spend way too much time up in my feelings
But I never really found a way to deal with all my demons
So I stay shut
And what I wouldn't give to wake up
Feeling like there's something in this world other than fake love
So fucking broke I'm almost bankrupt
Too scared to quit my job
I can't take the fucking pay cut
Bottle it inside of me
Leave this world behind me
Wishing I could ever find the strength to do the right thing
'Cause one day I'll be dust up in this earth
If I'm lucky meantime then I'll find some self worth
My demons fucking devious
They speaking through your words
This life is so tedious and everybody hurts so
Why I feel so fucking cursed then?
Sometimes the dumbest people say the smartest fucking words
It's time to find life to fill in my chest
But I fucked it up again
Still what I do best

So I've been lost for some time
I've got you on my mind
And I guess I'm always wrong
Because I know you're always right
I've got cracks in my bones
And terror in my soul
Too busy searching for my own death
To find my way home
Take me home