i should be happy

(альбом: conversations with myself about you - 2020)

I should be happy but I'm not
God gave me everything I want
It took a while to catch my breath
Got no respect, no respect for myself
I should be happy
I should be happy but I'm not

I'm older now
What's worse, is I'm starting to feel it
I'm not sober, wow
There's parts of me that I should be healing
It's crazy how your life can change
Right when you need it
I'm older now, I'm staring to feel it

I should be happy but I'm not
God gave me everything I want
It took a while to catch my breath
Got no respect, no respect for myself
I should be happy
I should be happy but I'm not

I question why
The hurt always seems so appealing
We're eye to eye
For me love has a different meaning

I should be happy but I'm not
God gave me everything I want
It took a while to catch my breath
Got no respect, no respect for myself
I should be happy
I should be happy but I'm not