Messed Up On Christmas

It's the first day I'm home
And the second I pulled in my driveway
I know that there's three little words that I want you to hear
But I back out each winter each year
It's the fourth day I'm home
And I've walked past your house at least five times, I know
That there's only six seconds till you see my reflection
In your window alone, out in the cold

You're leaving in January
Dreaming of life past merry
Holiday moments, the ones that I've chosen
To hold to my heart

I'll make our last memory, one I won't remember
Get messed up on Christmas till the end of December
I think that's much better
To forget it forever

There's seven wonders of your mind
And eight times that I've wanted to try
To tell you you bring me up to cloud nine
But I don't wanna fly without you by my side

You're leaving in January
Dreaming of life past merry
Holiday moments, the ones that I've chosen
To hold to my heart

I'll make our last memory, one I won't remember
Get messed up on Christmas till the end of December
I think that's much better
To forget it forever
My fairytale ending gets lower and lower
The twelve days of Christmas won't end very sober
I hate that I love you
And I don't know if you do too

It's the tenth day I'm home
And there's only eleven more minutes before
You get on your flight at twelve, don't want nobody else
I wanna say that but I know that I won't