Broken Vows

Tell me what's a life lesson
Can you answer life's question?
I've been
Using all the wrong methods
Starting to think I'll never get it
I've been
Spending all my time stressing
Fucking up all my blessings
Help him
Tell me what's a life lesson
Can you answer life's question?

Hey dear beloved
We got caught under the covers
Pay for flights and hotel just to fuck without a rubber
I'd do anything to see her
Even lying to my mother
Sneaking out to FaceTime
Chronicles of secret lovers
I'm a mother fucking dog
She was barking up my tree
Dove in head first she was shallow and wasn't deep
Made love to sweet music
We was grinding to beat
Only booked her one night but she stayed the whole week
I was caught up in dream
All I wanted was this sleep
Didn't answer my phone didn't give a fuck who was calling me
In the shower I would give her power then we soak the sheets
Like a drug gotta have it that monkey got control of me
Missed calls from my bae
Damn nigga missed eight
Thinking of lie maybe my phone was misplaced
If she FaceTime hope she don't see this bitch face
Then I woke up from the dream
Real life slapped me in the face
Fun was over
Room was colder
Gave her the shoulder
On the balcony
I could never ever expose her
Yelling on the phone
Made me feel like she was closer
Knew what I was doing like the bitch I fucked just told her

Tell me what's a life lesson
Can you answer life's question
I been
Using all the wrong methods
Starting to think I'll never get it
I've been
Spending all my time stressing
Fucking up all my blessings
Help him
Tell me what's a life lesson
Can you answer life's question?

I ain't gon lie I think I made a damn mistake
Even tho her pussy good
No one can replace my bae
No one do it like you do
Nobody take it to the face
I was with you for your heart
I only used her for her waist
I know that don't make it better
I just don't know what to say
Know you so full of disgust
I'm on a flight headed your way
I'm the one who wanted distance now I'm invading your space
I can't handle your revenge that's why I'm wit you everyday
That shit toxic, I should stop it
If I was still In love I wouldn't have popped chicks
I should've just been honest and said this was not it
Preaching to the choir as a false prophet
Now I'm praying like

Tell me what's a life lesson
Can you answer life's question?
I been
Using all the wrong methods
Starting to think I'll never get it
I've been
Spending all my time stressing
Fucking up all my blessings
Help him
Tell me what's a life lesson
Can you answer life's question?